--Yawaraka na kaze ga fuku kono basho de--

"text me 847 463 0462 if you want an honest opinion on something"

5/27/2007

I wish...

I could understand this feeling I'm having.

If I have ONE MORE NIGHTMARE about getting on stage and not remembering the words to any of my songs, I'm gonna scream. Maybe stab someone with a mic-stand.

Chaotic Good- A chaotic good character acts as his conscience directs him with little regard for what others expect of him. He makes his own way, but he's kind and benevolent. He believes in goodness and right but has little use for laws and regulations. He hates it when people try to intimidate others and tell them what to do. He follows his own moral compass, which, although good, may not agree with that of society. Chaotic good is the best alignment you can be because it combines a good heart with a free spirit. However, chaotic good can be a dangerous alignment because it disrupts the order of society and punishes those who do well for themselves.

Detailed Results:

Alignment:
Lawful Good ----- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (17)
Neutral Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (18)
Chaotic Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (19)
Lawful Neutral -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXX (14)
True Neutral ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15)
Chaotic Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (16)
Lawful Evil ----- XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Neutral Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXX (14)
Chaotic Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15)

Law & Chaos:
Law ----- XXXXXXX (7)
Neutral - XXXXXXXX (8)
Chaos --- XXXXXXXXX (9)

Good & Evil:
Good ---- XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Neutral - XXXXXXX (7)
Evil ---- XXXXXX (6)


http://easydamus.com/alignmenttest.html

I cut my hair. That is all.

It's...almost June. How'd that happen?

So I got to run my plans for where my life might go in the next few years, assuming singing doesn't take off like a firecracker (x.x;;), and he said it all sounded like a good idea. Our main concern is my ability to stick with it...because, let's face it, BOTH of us have issues on sticking with plans. It's okay-- it makes life interesting. But, like most of the things going on right now, my hope is that it all keeps the current momentum. I just have to keep working hard.

I have my concerns, on the whole, but I am really doing my best to stay determined and forward-moving. NOBODY is going to do it for me.

Right now.

Masssive update to com.

I feel like singing to the sky...in the middle of a night-rain. What would you have me sing, my dear?

¿Cuando yo canta, quieres tocar la guitarra para mi?

If I hid in the woods.

If I delved into the lands of the Fae.

Would you find me? You believe in magic still, don't you? Or has even that died? Musings on this plane become scarce as I find the world of mortal men unsuited for one like myself.












Find me.

Find the other me.

Find me before all is lost.

Never has the sun shone so bright,
nor the colors been so true.
Never have I, nor will I again,
feel the way that I do.
What is important is not comparing,
or preserving this feeling now.
Ponder not on the validity,
or even on the how.

What we must all come to realize,
is something we'll never visualize.
Colors fade,
and wonderment degrades.
Even flowers born on trees,
cannot (the breeze) evade.

It's only by strong hands,
and steady hearts,
plucking those fragile blossoms,
can we set ourselves apart
[and it just stops here.]

I dreamt I killed a girl. I had just been joking with Piro the other day that "I never actually get to kill anyone!", and of course..my own brain insists on proving me wrong. The thing I remember the most vividly was the way it -felt-.

I won't get into those details-- anybody who really wants to know is welcome to ask.

Oh, guitar. Now I remember why you and I stopped being friends.

I..

Fucking..

Did it.